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I've become a non-entity over at GJ, so I thought I'd sign up here.
Anyway.
My name is Jen. I sometimes go by Jens. I'm 23 and am a senior in college. I'm an English and Psychology major with minors in Writing, Japanese, and Art History. It usually causes me to burn out quickly, doing so much, but I'm a bit of a masochist in that respect.
I live in a townhouse with my overbearing, hypocritical mother, my younger brother, and my fiance Matt (whom my mother despises with every fiber of her being). We also have two kitties who live here, Simba and Honeybear.
In what little spare time I have, I enjoy reading (novels, manga, anything that's good), writing, drawing, going online, listening to music, etc. I'm a huge Asian music lover. Unfortunately, I live in Michigan, and we hardly ever get jrock acts here. We were really lucky to have Dir en grey come here a few times since 2006. Of course, the whole Taste of Chaos thing is coming up, and guess who can't afford to go? Yep, yep, pity me, ha ha!
My life has been one huge mess lately. My mother hates my fiance and will do anything to get rid of him. He really hasn't done anything wrong. She has him pegged a certain way, and she refuses to step out of her stupid little mind-frame and realise she's wrong. She's like that with pretty much everybody who isn't actually a jerk. I just can't wait to have enough means to support myself and be away from her. She's a major downer.
As for my fiance, I do love him, but everything is being placed on my shoulders by my mother. Perhaps that's why I cannot be as good of a fiance as I probably would be otherwise. I wish certain things were different. I often think that, had we met at another time, in another place, things would be better for us. He's so loving though. I just feel like there is a lot preventing me from measuring up.
I wish I could tell him that. Maybe some day.
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